Diary

2024-11-21sunnyFrianxious

I have been with Xiao Nuo for around 3 monthes, I don't love her, virtually, she's old, innocent, poor, and with crow's feet. But I still don't break up with her, because I'm afriad of lonley, I'm afraid of being alone, I'm looking for next girlfriend already, when I got next one, I'll kick her away ruthlessly.

She's pretty nice to me, I have never met a girl who is as perfect as she can be. But, she's too old, she's going to 30, and she looks like 35! ultimately, I don't love her.

First time we meet each other only because I'm practicing picking up art, and we had sex at next day. My dick dose pluged in her pussy, but only for several thrust. And I used wrong verbal trick while sucking her nipple: "Could you love me huh? baby, I want real love, I want you love absolute me rather than just love current."

Then she said yes, and "I also want to love real you, so can we please give each other some time to know oppisite."

Based on the frame "I want we truly love each other" that I established it by my hand and the atmosphere at that time, I have to gave up.

So next weekend I came to her city, we had real sex and confirmed that we are in relationship.

Shit! I don't love her at all!

She teachs me how to cook, hold a birthday party, introduce me to her mother, sister and friends. I don't know how to say.

Here is the birthday scenery she prepared for me:

I am blowing the birthday candle
I am blowing the birthday candle

Photo she took for me, you can see a sad face, on one side, I became older, other side, I'm in a relationship that I don't expected.

Birthday sad face
Birthday sad face

You can see the bored emotion from my face:

Birthday bored face
Birthday bored face

Can you believe me she forces me take the Blowing candle picture again in light.

She forces me take another picture again
She forces me take another picture again

Ask me take posture as she want:

Unwanted portraiture
Unwanted portraiture

Feed me homemade barbecue with heavy garlic and scallion, cause me stomache pain.

barbecue in bedroom
barbecue in bedroom

Take me to beach comb, smear mub on my clean jeans, and I even lost one of my socks, I can only wear a plastic bag on my left feet.

dirty pants and plastic sock
dirty pants and plastic sock

She forces me comb beach until 7 PM, and it's illegal in this area.

tired face on the coast
tired face on the coast

She's pretty pride that I braid her pants up proactively, so she took this photo:

I an braiding her pants up
I an braiding her pants up

Fake smile:

Fake smile puls:

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